Dir En Grey = Japanese marilyn manson

Its a bit disturbing but I love this song:

"A summer morning in 1983, always at the side of my beloved Mama
please smile at me like you always do, the morning light shining on you, distorting your face.

Mama's strangled neck, she hangs lifelessly from the heavens, I guess it's bye bye Mother.
unable to bear the silent tears and deep pain the flower dies, I am alone.

Without a face gasping voice
Without a face distorted voice

come, rape me, until you get it out of your system I'm yours Papa.
But you know, Mama's looking down on us from up there.

My Sweet Mother smile, cause my heart's about to tear apart laughing.
Deadly Sweet Mother the hate spreads with the nausea,
but i'll be patient and hold it in, while he loves me.

Now it's a winter night in 1992, always at the side of the Papa I despise.
well, today, like always he's making love to me again,
I keep my eyes open to remember the look in Papa's eyes.

I fiercely plunge what I had hidden straight and deep into the back of his neck bye bye Father
Naked. The deep-red flowers blooming in the winter scenery, blossoming as a sea of blood,
I am alone.

My Sweet Mother smile, cause my heart's about to tear apart laughing
Deadly Sweet Mother with the hate the tears running down my cheek dry up, the season dries up
My Sweet Mother smile, cause my heart's about to tear apart laughing
Deadly Sweet Mother The child I'm pregant with is crying, but I'll hold down the vomit."